Friday, October 17, 2008
Meaning
Had watched Chef's Special and Brokeback Mountain back-to-back during a recent trip, and now the song "I kissed a Girl" by Kate Perry is stuck in my head (though the song was not featured anywhere in the movies).
I wonder if there's supposed to be meaning in these?
I wonder if there's supposed to be meaning in these?
Labels: to wonder
Monday, July 14, 2008
undone
have been going through a bit of rambling thought processes, some to nowhere, and some, to minor pit stops on way to some kind of conclusions, and dare i hope? to an epiphany or understanding of an essence of me.
could be the aching joints and bones, and tiredness staring back at me in the mirror
and the dawning understanding that there is no way to turn back the clock. Perhaps to slow it down, to delay its effects, or even to deceive the general audience, but no way to stop the clock.
is this midlife crisis?
but i take comfort that even now, i can still wonder "what do i want to be (when i grow up/ older" and the enlivening thought that i am still UNDONE.
could be the aching joints and bones, and tiredness staring back at me in the mirror
and the dawning understanding that there is no way to turn back the clock. Perhaps to slow it down, to delay its effects, or even to deceive the general audience, but no way to stop the clock.
is this midlife crisis?
but i take comfort that even now, i can still wonder "what do i want to be (when i grow up/ older" and the enlivening thought that i am still UNDONE.
Labels: to wonder
